New Circles

Again, I love and hate those seconds,
Those in between the old and the new;
When a circle closes and a new begins.
I sense it again.
A new life circle is storming again.
I can’t avoid what I have planned,
I can’t avoid what I have wished,
I can’t avoid what I have made.
Will I have the strength?
Can I face it again?
Major changes,
I see.

Again, I love and hate those seconds,
Those in between the old and the new;
When a circle closes and a new begins.
I sense it again.
They are not like those little jumps.
This time a new universe is approaching,
It brings its new laws which I have to learn.
There I could find my end, but I can't stay
here anymore, the previous circle
is no more. Yes no more.
I don’t look back
I don’t regret
I step in
I dream again
I imagine again
I materialize again
Now!!!
I love
I live
I am.

Alex Camilli
April 27, 1997